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17/5/2012
“i really never do anything wrong. why are you so suspicious?”
i dont want to answer a hypothetical question like that. couples sure quarrel one what”
“someone agitate me thats why even more sick now.”
18/5/2012
“ni dong wei shen me wo hui xi huan ni ma. ying wei ni hen cute. even though u r not the prettiest woman in the world. but u make me the happiest”
19/5/2012
pasir panjang.. we explore circle line today ok. we were sitting at telok blangah mrt station looking at our reflection. i sat super close to him “yi zhi you ge nv ren hen kao jing wo” and stick my arms and legs to his. n leaned my head on his shoulder.. he said “zhen ke ai” we looked so compatible. n then i got reminded of how she used to take photo of their reflection..
pasir panjang kway tiao.. he likes cai xin :) he showed me where he used to stay.. it’s a bigger landed house as compared to the current one. but he said it’s too polluted and if he had continued staying there he would have probably become dumber!
wanted to take the bus to somewhere. cant remb where. but ended up at the wrong side of the road and we took a long bus ride to jCube instead. we fell asleep on the bus..his head on my head.. holding hands.
ate sushi at itacho sushi.. roasted salmon, avocado soft shell.. honey green tea.. i insisted to pay for the bill cos he has been so nice the past week.. topping up for my mothers day cake…paying for my meals etc. we gambled on whether he can use his chopsticks to lift his salmon roe. i lost. of cos. n ended up owing him 10 more forfeits! =.=”
den we took 97 to telok blangah mrt where i made him kiss me at the ctrl station before leaving. on the bus we kept kissing each others cheeks. we turned back a few times to say bye to each other as i walked down.. i was like.. walking on air. i was so happy…… n i felt that he was happy too.
wish that yestd can last forever and that we can fall aslp next to each other at the end of it. but maybe it is such short dates that make us miss each other more :)
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Last night
When i was in america, i thought that things will be perfect for us when im back.
we will be so in love, more so than in July 2011. and we will put everything that has passed in the past and start creating our very own happy memories..
but what i failed to consider is that the trauma and sadness of all the guesswork and hurt will follow me thru to the present, implicating the future.
what i failed to consider is that trust once broken is broken. and in between the cracks are traces of paranoia and mistrust..
does this mean that once the ideal has been destroyed.. there is no room for any amends to be made?
am i flawed in my thinking that my r/s should be ideal and never a mistake to be made?
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